I don’t know if I’m awake or not today all I know is I’m almost sick of sleeping. It sounds silly but these dreams of never finishing things never getting anywhere are just as worse as my scary rape nightmares t least in those I become lucid and try and fight back or realize I can fly cause it’s a dream. The fact that in these seem I work and work and wake to being stressed is ridiculous. Ugh so i havent been posting life is good but busy I’m just going to start posting every morning from my bathroom cause it’s the 5 minutes I have to myself ha… jay